Tracy Leaw, 2016, Singapore
My husband, Chee and I met in 2005 when we were both flying as aircrew. After we got married, we opted to be rostered on the same flights together.
On one of our flights to San Francisco, I felt a tingling sensation and numbness on the side of my body. My colleagues were concerned because what I experienced were symptoms of a stroke. I started to search online to find out more about my condition; and the more I read, the more fear gripped my heart. That night, the tingling sensation got worse and I seriously thought I was going to have a stroke. I texted my sister, Vivienne, who replied, “I can’t help you, but Jesus can.” Vivienne then called me on the phone and led me in the Sinner’s Prayer.
The symptoms persisted over the next few days until one day, it escalated from a tingling sensation to an excruciating burning sensation. I admitted myself to the A&E at Changi General Hospital. There, I did all the necessary scans after describing the pain to the doctor. On the same day, when I received the medical test results, I was surprised to find that there was nothing wrong with me. I felt the reports had to be wrong as I was in such agony. The doctor gave me an injection for the pain but there was still no relief. I went hysterical and kept insisting that the reports were wrong and that they needed to send me for scanning again. The doctor was helpless and even suggested that I seek help for my mental state. Vivienne, who witnessed the whole drama, felt that I needed spiritual help.
A few days later, I met up with an elder from an inner healing ministry. In my session with him, I came to realise that my past involvement in fortune-telling and idolatry had opened a door for me to come under demonic oppression. I also got rid of amulets and charms that I had kept in my wallet, drawers and underneath my pillow. I knew that in order for me to obtain freedom in Christ, I needed to repent before the Lord and ask Him to help me.
I went through multiple sessions of deliverance and it was exhausting. I repented and renounced all the activities relating to idolatry. The pain and burning sensation was completely gone after that! Praise the Lord! During another session, Jesus also healed me from my painful memory of my father’s death in 2007. As I released all my pain to Jesus and I felt a load lifted off my heart. That day, I experienced closure in accepting the loss of my father. Even my mother who came down from Malaysia to visit me, could sense a difference in my life.
Through my salvation and deliverance, Chee and my mother have personally witnessed the reality and the power of God. Unable to deny the existence of God, they decided to accept Jesus as their Lord and Saviour. Not only that, we cleansed and dedicated our home to the Jesus. After seeing the change in my mother, my younger brother also received salvation.
Not only God has healed me spiritually, emotionally and mentally, He has also brought my entire family to the saving knowledge of Jesus Christ! Hallelujah!